I'm not there yet; in fact, I've given up on trying to get there. Because where is "there" anyway? Some abstract place; a fantasy of having it all worked out.
No, I'm right here. I'm right in the thick of the chaos that is life. I'm deep in the pain whilst riding the waves of ecstatic bliss. I'm continuously coming undone whilst being made anew. I'm as delicate as a feather yet as strong as a diamond. I'm frozen in fear yet melting into love.
Yes, I'm right here, where life is real and raw. Where I know nothing but feel everything. Where I'm down on my knees surrendering to the unknown. Where I'm in utter awe of the miracle of it all.
Yes, I'm right here . . . and it's exactly where I'm meant to be.
~ Emily Jane
