This is a serious question that I would truly appreciate you to share your experiences.
I am now experiencing the hard cold facts that EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS CHANGING! There is not one thing that is not changing.
My husband dying has made my whole life change. It is scary, and absolutely mind blowing.
My husband and I always thought because of the work I’m doing l, I would die first. We planned on that fact actually. So, I have to say this is quite the shock, and slap in the face.
At the appropriate time I will be sharing what actually happened to my husband.
I would really love to hear from people who have lost their spouse unexpectedly and how they pulled themselves together to go on and do the great things they both wanted to do. 
I know with all my heart that I must finish our plans, and the Lord will help me.
Going forward I must release so much truth. Otherwise, all of this means nothing.
I feel all the sacrifice, Steve and I made must come forward. No matter what the enemy has done to stop us. What has actually happened to stop Steven from telling the truth has been unbelievable and insurmountable. The very depths of hell have come after us.
Believe me, when I say, I will release every single bit of truth, concerning all those who follow Satan. Who are involved in the government at the highest levels. The thing about being a widow is you have nothing left to lose in telling the secrets.
