Greetings folks. Been quite awhile since my last post. And I truly wish this post was a happy one. Truth is, my life is a wreck right now and trying to put it back together is proving difficult. Over the past year and change, I lost my Son to a vegetative state, lost my daughter completely as a result of an attack, found myself homeless, friendless and my health has deteriorated from the stress and heartache of it all. I am literally sick every few days and when it comes I get the chills and I vomit like crazy. The stress alone has eaten a whole in my gut. And I simply do not know how to pull out of this nosedive. I've no family, no resources and every damn "program" I've applied for I got denied for. Either I'm too old, too young, too male, too white, etc etc. And the state I currently reside in is real quick in turning people away. Lest of course ur some pregnant illegal from some central American shit hole. Yeah, then they got plenty for you.
Anyway, a truly beautiful Woman with whom I love tremendously has told me over and over to reach out to people on here for help. Honestly, I am embarrassed to do so and doubt it'll come to anything. But I told her I'd try and so here I am. She keeps saying people here care and are decent and can be trusted. I guess I have little faith in anything anymore, but I believe she believes, and so I trust her opinion.
I am struggling mostly with affording my medications. I'm on heart meds, blood pressure meds, and stomach meds. The copays are killing me. I just got a new job that'll really aid in fixing my life. but for at least the next month I will remain in the same state of struggle until I finally catch up on things and my life balances out. I have to get off this hamster wheel of "feast or famine". My goal right now is not much. $150-$250. But it's a fuck of a lot when you don't have it. So I am posting this, along with my cash app and Venmo info. Even $1 will help. It all adds up. So burying my pride, I post this request. With a lil luck I'll be back in track. Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read this if nothing else. Any and all help is greatly appreciated.
Venmo - @FrekiIsHungry1
Cash app - $kmc11520
Cell - 803-558-7027
