Teenager's journal
22.04.202517:00
It was fun while it lasted... qayttiq jigitter
21.04.202521:41
#controversialpost
It's 2am, and I got my CS and Physics homework which should be finished before dawn. Instead, I'm in Instagram and replying back to tens of dms (mostly reels) and savoring my monthly pass of insta. And there, I am met with familiar username on my feed outta nowhere - xurlixa (iykyk)
I am a mere 17-year-old-person who doesn't know much about either child training or life, but I am old enough to understand that the things she posts are not things that a normal teenager from Karakalpakstan should post. 2 possible reasons: childcare neglect, or super-western life. Either way, I am sad to see the number of people who are willingly falling into the trap of lust, of power, and maybe, of envy.
For my defense, I am no active follower of her, but I do sometimes observe her account to see what kind of reactions it gets, and every time I do so, I see nothing but meaningless heart emojis, "janim, panim" by possibly total strangers, and unwanted attention that probably comes from hotheaded teenager boys.
It doesn't appear right to me - I know it's not my life, but it doesn't feel right not to do anything either. Long ago, I have written a post about child care and personalities of children who lacked attention from their parents. There, I was wondering whether I was right or not, but now, I am sure of my decision. People like them should be boycotted, discriminated and if possible, stoned. "O'lganni ustiga tepgandek", she is advertising book companies - pinnacle of irony, in my opinion. I would never want to be associated with her, and while yes - desires aren't always controllable - I would also keep in mind that everything we do on the internet (esp insta) is available for the whole world to see.
Umar out.
It's 2am, and I got my CS and Physics homework which should be finished before dawn. Instead, I'm in Instagram and replying back to tens of dms (mostly reels) and savoring my monthly pass of insta. And there, I am met with familiar username on my feed outta nowhere - xurlixa (iykyk)
I am a mere 17-year-old-person who doesn't know much about either child training or life, but I am old enough to understand that the things she posts are not things that a normal teenager from Karakalpakstan should post. 2 possible reasons: childcare neglect, or super-western life. Either way, I am sad to see the number of people who are willingly falling into the trap of lust, of power, and maybe, of envy.
For my defense, I am no active follower of her, but I do sometimes observe her account to see what kind of reactions it gets, and every time I do so, I see nothing but meaningless heart emojis, "janim, panim" by possibly total strangers, and unwanted attention that probably comes from hotheaded teenager boys.
It doesn't appear right to me - I know it's not my life, but it doesn't feel right not to do anything either. Long ago, I have written a post about child care and personalities of children who lacked attention from their parents. There, I was wondering whether I was right or not, but now, I am sure of my decision. People like them should be boycotted, discriminated and if possible, stoned. "O'lganni ustiga tepgandek", she is advertising book companies - pinnacle of irony, in my opinion. I would never want to be associated with her, and while yes - desires aren't always controllable - I would also keep in mind that everything we do on the internet (esp insta) is available for the whole world to see.
Umar out.
20.04.202517:48
for now, I truly don't know - i guess we will see where life will take me
20.04.202509:41
Now that I look back, I am surprised at the overwhelming ratio of girls to boys. When I was checking the applications, I promised myself to only look at essays so that I wasn't biased towards anybody. To this day, I don't know if there were just many applications by our ladies, or that they truly write better than us boys.
Something to think about
Something to think about
19.04.202501:44
Kishkene kezimde mina zattin otiratin ham suyenetin zatlari baredi. Daje aylanatin ediğo💔
17.04.202515:00
🟥🟥🟥DANGER DANGER DANGER🟥🟥🟥
just kidding)
btw, SAT April cohort reg is open and it's taught by none other than your favorite admin - me😌😌
if you want to reg, tis here: @qarekenacademysupport
just kidding)
btw, SAT April cohort reg is open and it's taught by none other than your favorite admin - me😌😌
if you want to reg, tis here: @qarekenacademysupport
22.04.202516:31
21.04.202518:15
My first ever Rammstein song was Sonne - the one song you hear in almost all horror movie edits, esp the weeping angels (doctor who) ones.
When I saw the music video, I was surprised at how similar and at the same time totally different from my imagination. The song gives power, fear, authority vibes, but seeing a vile interpretation of Snow White and seven dwarves molded into these views unsettled me to the core, and gave me the idea that as some artists that I love, Rammstein loved to leave things open for interpretation.
How did I find it out? Genius had no clear meanings for the lyrics, redditors had their own beliefs of the song, and mine is here:
"Sonne (esp the mv) shows the most probable realistic side of humans. Snow White, if wasn't a pure soul(=perfection), she would probably exploit the dwarves and make them work day and night, in exchange for herself. She is portrayed as cunning, manipulative and authoritative to the dwarves, promisin them unattainable dreams in exchange for gold and crystals that they mine for days. The music goes on to amplify this behavior, showing the dark side of Snow White and fear the dwarves have"
When I saw the music video, I was surprised at how similar and at the same time totally different from my imagination. The song gives power, fear, authority vibes, but seeing a vile interpretation of Snow White and seven dwarves molded into these views unsettled me to the core, and gave me the idea that as some artists that I love, Rammstein loved to leave things open for interpretation.
How did I find it out? Genius had no clear meanings for the lyrics, redditors had their own beliefs of the song, and mine is here:
"Sonne (esp the mv) shows the most probable realistic side of humans. Snow White, if wasn't a pure soul(=perfection), she would probably exploit the dwarves and make them work day and night, in exchange for herself. She is portrayed as cunning, manipulative and authoritative to the dwarves, promisin them unattainable dreams in exchange for gold and crystals that they mine for days. The music goes on to amplify this behavior, showing the dark side of Snow White and fear the dwarves have"
20.04.202516:31
well, nothing much?
not the biggest fan of bdays, so dunno, like everyday - read a book, watch a movie/yt, eat snacks, etc
not the biggest fan of bdays, so dunno, like everyday - read a book, watch a movie/yt, eat snacks, etc
19.04.202518:17
Shunchakiiii, sevgi o'zi dard😔😔
17.04.202518:05
guys, I have a serious problem rn:
My playlist is becoming too old, only songs I have on repeat rn are Kendrick's last album, and PvZ theme songs
I need musicccccc
send em here in the comments, any song you like
Good songs I found out this month:
Things are gonna get better - NEFFEX
Headlock - Imogen Heap
Civ - 1AM
Coloris - she
Atomic - she
I smoked away my brain - A$AP Rocky & Imogen heap
My playlist is becoming too old, only songs I have on repeat rn are Kendrick's last album, and PvZ theme songs
I need musicccccc
send em here in the comments, any song you like
Good songs I found out this month:
Things are gonna get better - NEFFEX
Headlock - Imogen Heap
Civ - 1AM
Coloris - she
Atomic - she
I smoked away my brain - A$AP Rocky & Imogen heap
17.04.202513:39
Champions❤️
First ever in school history🫡🤫
First ever in school history🫡🤫
22.04.202509:20
📚 Great News for Book Lovers! 📚
✨🌳📖 We’re excited to announce the launch of our third Book Exchange event!
Unlike the previous ones, this time we’re coming with a brand new picnic-style format!
Here's what awaits you:
✨ New connections
📚 Book exchange
🧠 Open-minded discussions
🍕 Tasty food
🕹 Fun games
🤫 A mysterious gift!
🗓 April 27 (Sunday)
🕓 5:00 PM
📍 In nature, near "Evos" café
Prepare your favorite books and come join us — let’s think, laugh, and exchange books and ideas together!
See you there!
Don’t drift away from us! 🌟✨
For registration:
https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfsGpY5V2JgJoN6dq3wCBdlcV9TzfGCZiw7EHCrArdgfYNBSw/viewform
✨🌳📖 We’re excited to announce the launch of our third Book Exchange event!
Unlike the previous ones, this time we’re coming with a brand new picnic-style format!
Here's what awaits you:
✨ New connections
📚 Book exchange
🧠 Open-minded discussions
🍕 Tasty food
🕹 Fun games
🤫 A mysterious gift!
🗓 April 27 (Sunday)
🕓 5:00 PM
📍 In nature, near "Evos" café
Prepare your favorite books and come join us — let’s think, laugh, and exchange books and ideas together!
See you there!
Don’t drift away from us! 🌟✨
For registration:
https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfsGpY5V2JgJoN6dq3wCBdlcV9TzfGCZiw7EHCrArdgfYNBSw/viewform
20.04.202517:56
wdym?
as an person who canNOT survive alone, I have friend groups everywhere I go, and if i don't, i join/create a friend group😇
world is big, you cant survive alone, so you better be around people whom you can trust
as an person who canNOT survive alone, I have friend groups everywhere I go, and if i don't, i join/create a friend group😇
world is big, you cant survive alone, so you better be around people whom you can trust
20.04.202515:11
SAT - one of the few numbers alongside IELTS and GPA that gatekeeps the path of admission.
It's not something optional either - most universities are predicted to abandon the "SAT optional" policy and go back to "SAT required".
SAT courses? Yes, they exist, and prices are between 100-150$ per month.
But 100$ per month is not something everybody can manage, and that's why we - @qareken_academy have made it our goal to make studying more accessible, delivering top-notch courses for less than half of the market price.
If you're interested, contact @qarekenacademysupport and join us for the April cohort to have a funny & charismatic teacher(me)😇
p.s. number of spots are limited to 12, so it's high time to make your choice
It's not something optional either - most universities are predicted to abandon the "SAT optional" policy and go back to "SAT required".
SAT courses? Yes, they exist, and prices are between 100-150$ per month.
But 100$ per month is not something everybody can manage, and that's why we - @qareken_academy have made it our goal to make studying more accessible, delivering top-notch courses for less than half of the market price.
If you're interested, contact @qarekenacademysupport and join us for the April cohort to have a funny & charismatic teacher(me)😇
p.s. number of spots are limited to 12, so it's high time to make your choice
19.04.202516:30
Welcome)
17.04.202517:53
snippets from the Aral Culture Summit)
credits: @xzaaI
credits: @xzaaI
17.04.202513:23
was reading Q&A s from my favorite book's author, and there was a question about how he came up with names and descriptions for items, and the answer killed me😂
21.04.202521:43
previous post, if anyone interested
20.04.202517:54
unfortunately, no
exams incoming, and got my math prob&stats exam on 7th, so won't be going💔
but for those who are, have fun on your trip✌️✌️
exams incoming, and got my math prob&stats exam on 7th, so won't be going💔
but for those who are, have fun on your trip✌️✌️
20.04.202510:04
#funfact
Mirzo Ulug'bek's real name was Muhammad Tarag'ay, and Ulug'bek is just a moniker of "Great Chief" (ulug' = great, bek = chief)
credits: Jasur and Aziz
Mirzo Ulug'bek's real name was Muhammad Tarag'ay, and Ulug'bek is just a moniker of "Great Chief" (ulug' = great, bek = chief)
credits: Jasur and Aziz
Кайра бөлүшүлгөн:
𝓜𝔂 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓵
19.04.202516:30
Thanks for the organizers of this event that was rly cool actually, making new friends, chilling n others...especially thanks for the pizza! @tedxnps
17.04.202515:07
Gazondi koplew bosatip tursanizlar koplew resultat shiğatin shğar ya😂
17.04.202508:41
Spotting a coding nerd 101
Context: black area is where the boi puts his hands while coding
Context: black area is where the boi puts his hands while coding
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Көбүрөөк функцияларды ачуу үчүн кириңиз.