my most reoccurring dream is me going into stores/shop to find very rare horror dvds, last night i had one. i found multiple copies of signed august underground dvds, i found a couple lucifer valentine dvds even tho i don't like him as a person, i found maybe 5-6 copies of zero day, a couple aftermath dvds, and some takashi miike films. i feel like this is my brains way of relaxing or visiting some sort of paradise, the closest paradise i can touch while remaining human with imperfections. i dont find more comfort in anything over just finding dvds and games in shops. maybe it's the art behind it. (this is maybe the 10/11th time i've had this dream, sometimes instead of dvds it's records though)
