& suddenly I got the feeling I don't want him anymore.
Which is weird because for so long I thought he was my everything.
I remember how he used to make me laugh, how safe I felt in his arms.
But then I also remember the tears.
The night I sat alone wondering why I wasn't enough. I kept making excuses for him; maybe he's busy, maybe he's tired, maybe I'm expecting too much.
But deep down I know love shouldn't feel like this. I was giving all of myself to someone who only gave me half in return.
I kept holding on thinking things would change but they never did.
& suddenly I knew I deserve peace ...
I deserve someone who chooses me without hesitation. I didn't stop loving him overnight but started loving myself more.
