M - I actually believe I was named after a magazine. My mom is an interior designer. She always loved cutting out magazine articles and collaging them. - My great-grandmother was named Estelle, by the way, and I think it was the perfect way to honor her, and also to pay homage to Elle magazine, so I think it was a combination of both.

M-I'm not sure if my real moment of success has come yet... but obviously the Grammy nomination was something surreal. - Every night at my shows I feel like it's my moment of success, no matter the size of the hall, I just can't believe that people come to my shows. So those are my moments of success.

“I don’t want to come across as disrespectful to the Grammys, but I did leave after I walked the red carpet. I have really bad social anxiety, and I honestly was wearing a really uncomfortable dress. My fans were not happy with me, because I finally got a seat on the floor with the other celebrities and i left. It’s unfortunately just who I am.”

“When I first started diving into all of this mental health stuff, I was just in the worst place you could be. I was probably 19, and I had pushed everything down, ignored and moved forward. […] I was suicidal.”

. "My fans were upset with me because I finally got a spot on the dance floor with the other celebrities, [and I left]. Unfortunately, that's who I am."

— “She’s been inspired, in part, by one of her favorite hobbies: video games. “I want my album to have a lot of really interesting noises that maybe you haven’t heard a lot in music.”