It's pretty simple, I don't enjoy being a "streamer" or "influencer", I never have and I have made it very well known that I don't actually want to do this shit.
There are plenty of people doing it, that actually get it, that are talented at it, that actually want to do it.
I hate social media and I hate the gayness of modern politics.
So basically, I defer to the people who are already saying everything I have to say or want to say, and I'm just going to shut up and tribe and train.